that "serious" face..

When i felt so tired and stressed out, and also trying to think of other things seriously, i use my "serious" face.. But from that face, there are many speculations to it..

Many would have questioned if I were mad of something or am I having a problem.. And I thoroughly say "I'm not..".. Each and every time I do this especially to my friends, they may be curious of what is happening to myself..

To further explain these things, I'll say this to all.. When I'm getting angry or mad or hurt by a person, I don't hide it, I directly say it in front of the person.. And when I have problems, I say it also.. Is there any problem with it? I think it is not..

What seems to be the problem? Maybe I had also my share of being false for I flaunt that face of mine.. I'm sorry.. =(

I formally apologize to those people who maybe irritated, disturbed, bothered, or scared (if there's any) to my "serious" face.. Maybe the next time you'll see it, try not to focus or you can come to me and tell me if I have a problem (not to others.. coz it may become a gossip that might hurt me for no reason)..

I'll try not to show it again.. But I'm sorry cause it's me, I have my face to create the masks of reactions and it is stocked..

Case solved.. I guess..

my top 10 songs in my mp3 player

i want to share this to you coz i'm now inclined with music.. when i'm off in our car going to the office, when i get bored, i have my player on my side..

and here are my top 10 songs that I usually play in my mini mp3 player..

1. David Guetta and Kelly Rowland - When Love Takes Over (my #1)
2. Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder
3. Southborder - Sayo
4. Beyoncé Knowles - Irreplaceable (spanish)
5. Elliot Yamin - Can't Keep On Loving You
6. The Saturdays - Issues
7. Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling
8. Lemar - What About Love
9. Corrinne May - On the Side Of Me
10. Yasmeen - When Will It Be Me


try listening to these songs... they're so great!! =)

celebrity endorsers for review centers.. good or not?

Boy Abunda "my PR idol"
a celebrity endorser of one review center in the country..
why?

when i went home from office.. in the middle of the espana road you'll see tons of review centers.. from UST to Morayta you'll see it.. but i had one thing in mind that makes me so so weird..

the question: why are still there a celebrity endorser for review centers?

is it for a reason that publicity is important? is the endorser taken the exam and passed? is the endorser paid good to promote that certain review center?

why not put an endorser who passed the exam.. a board top notcher.. so that many would know how great your center is and publicity is not an important word in their dictionary..

so why celebrities?

being a communications practitioner finds my time to critic, but i am just curious.. (gagawa na nga kayo ng commercial, scripted pa..)

well that's my opinion.. i salute all review centers for their effort in obtaining their goal to let a student pass its licensure exams..

wag lang sanang mag-dayaan..

09-09-09

Mama Mary.. LOVE HER. =)

on 09-08-09, i was suppose to be awarded in my office with another achievement.. but indeed Mama Mary's birthday became special to me.. And she wants me to focus on her... iba talaga magparamdam si Mama Mary.. i welcomed myself to be her devotee... and my gift to her is to pray all 4 mysteries of the Holy Rosary in one day.. and i did it.. all for her..

and in this story it's all about her..
she blessed so so much.. and i can't tell how much i'm happy..
it is something to be proud off..

and during 09-09-09.. it was a lucky day.. with that obvious day was Mama Mary's gift for me.. I did get my award... and she gave me one-whole day to let go of my sadness and just to be happy and wear my ultimate smile... it was a fun day!!

for so many blessings i have to give back..
and it is to serve the Lord, and to pray as well..
i'm happy for being who i am now..
and i'm happy that there are people who don't want to leave at my side..

thanks to all!!
that was worth it!! =)

I really love Rachael Finch

this is her on swimsuit!! sexy!!

her gown.. beautiful!! stunning!!

this is the gown she wore when she competed in Miss Universe... stellar!!
her smile!! cute!!

now i'm so like ogie alcasid. I'm now having a crush to another Ms. Australia..hehehe.. iba ang ganda niya eh..

I noticed her childish face and cute smile.. It is like you wished that you want to see her in person.. Well for all you know, she is 21 years old and an Australian model.. she started modeling when she competed in a modeling competition when she was 15.. (wow hanep ang research)

then she went on modeling until she joined the Miss Universe Australia 2009 where she won that time.. She competed in Miss Universe in Bahamas and luckily she was 3rd runner-up.. hoooo! (at least she's still beautiful even if she didn't win.)

she is really astounding.. a queen fit for a king..

i love her!! yihi!! hehehe.. =)

what's this? a JOKE!!?

this article was on the Journal Tabloids, dated September 5..
for the whole article scroll down..
magugulat kayo..
i don't know kung matatawa ka or ewan!!

Lalaki pinatay ng 4 dahil ’di alaM ang ‘Nobody’, Patalim iniwan sa katawan ng biktima

By: Jerico Javier

SINAKSAK sa tiyan at pinalo sa ulo hanggang mamatay si Leo Santos, 28, ng apat na lalaki sa Tondo, Manila. Iniwan pa ang patalim sa katawan ng biktima na ang tanging kasalanan ay ’di niya alam ang kantang ‘Nobody’ ng Wonder Girls. Si Santos, electrician, ng Callejon 1, Block 1, Lot 19, Corregidor St., Mahomas Compound, Tondo, Manila, ay sinaksak ng dalawang beses sa tiyan at pinagbubugbog noong Agosto 26 sa Tondo. Siya ay namatay Huwebes sa Jose Memorial Medical Center. Pinaghahanap na ngayon ng Manila Police District-Homicide Section ang mga suspek na nakilalang sina Jansen Maglanque, Jonar Balagtas, Rodolfo Aguas at alias Joseph, mga residente ng Pilar Street sa Tondo. Sila ay nahaharap sa kasong murder sa City Prosecutor’s Office. Ayon sa imbestigasyon, naglalakad si Santos bandang 2 a.m. noong Agosto 26 nang madaanan niya ang apat na suspek sa Corregidor St. Kumakanta umano si Joseph ng ‘Nobody’, ang popular na kanta ng Wonder Girls, nang tanungin siya ng biktima ng, “Ano ang kinakanta mo?” Nairita diumano ang isa sa mga suspek dahil ’di alam ni Santos ang kanta kung kaya’t sinuntok niya ito. Nakihalo na ang tatlo pang suspek at kinuyog ang biktima. Isa sa mga suspek ay sinaksak si Santos sa tiyan ng dalawang beses, pagkatapos ay tumakas kasama ng iba pa. Ang kaso ay inireport lang kahapon sa pulisya ng pamilya ng biktima dahil naging abala umano sila sa pagpapagamot at pagpapalibing nito.

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tatawa muna ako.. kasi grabe naman un.. ang small deal naging big deal..
isa lang masasabi ko..
alam ko ang NOBODY!! hahaha

"i want nobody, nobody but you!!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

september 8, 2009

this day will be special..
it's the birthday of our mama mary...
it's also a great day for me..

i'll say this in front of readers..
i hope that this will be nostalgic..
and it's the first time i'll do this..

during this day it will be a solemn and a happy day...

SOLEMN
i am praying the 4 great mysteries of the Holy Rosary from the morning till evening..
i'm doing this for mama mary.. i like her now..
i'm doing this to pray for myself, for blessings, good health and others..
it's also a time to pray for my other concerns (kaya sa mga nagpapadasal sa akin.. this will be an intimate prayer with God.. Don't worry araw-araw ko kayong pinagdadasal pero this will be special)
it is also a time for me and my God to talk... "COMMUNICATE" for short.. hehehe.
thanksgiving, forgiveness, intentions.. these will be our agendas for that day..


HAPPY
i am not a type of person who's that of a consistent achiever.. my last achievement was during my sophie college year when i receive an award for Best Language Elective in French (akalain mong marunong mag-French si loko.. haha)

so now i'm adding up this new achievement in my history book..
i joined a logo making contest in my office and i got 2ND PLACE!!
yehey!! haha!! (parang bata!!)
it's great and i'm happy with it..
indeed it's a blessing (di ko na sasabihin kung ano ung mga blessings na tatanggapin ko dito)

this day will be a very exciting day for me..
i can't wait!!


au'revoir!! hahaha!! =)

bitterness to a friend..

"alam mo napapansin mong hindi mo ako pinapansin ng mga ilang linggo na.. pero ako itong naghihintay bilang kaibigan mo, na parang lang posteng naghihintay.. pero ikaw na din yung umaayaw.. ano bang naging problema ko sayo.. wala naman akong sinabing masama... ba't di mo sabihin sa akin.. masyado mong dinadamdam ung problema mo eh.. sinasarili mo..

bakit ganun kang klaseng tao.. 'ayaw ko sa taong nambabalewala ng kaibigan niya' napaka ugaling bata yung ginagawa mo.. kala ko ba nagbago ka na!! kala ko ba sinabi mo sa akin na magbabago ka para sa mabuting paraan.. at sa tingin ko hindi nangyari yun kasi parang di ako kasama sa pagbabago mo..

madami ka nang nasaktan na tao... yung iba malalapit na kaibigan ko.. yung iba nalalaman ko nalang sa ibang tao.. at parati kitang dinedepensahan at ako na mismo ang humihingi ng tawad sa kung may nasaktan ka man.. pero di mo pinansin yun... pati na rin ako nasaktan mo..

di ko akalaing aabot sa ganito ang nararamdaman ko.. kahit nga birthday ko di mo ako binati... tiniis ko yun pero sa loob nasaktan ako kasi inaasahan kong ikaw ang unang babati sa akin pero hindi nangyari..

ano bang nangyayari sayo.. kailangan bang ako lalapit sayo para lang makausap.. kaya lang kung ako nanaman ang gagawa nun, di mo din ako papansinin eh..

kumbaga sa perang hineheram.. madami ka nang utang sa akin.. pero wala akong magagawa kasi kaibigan kita.. tapos sasabi sabi ka na kailangan mo ng tao na papansin sayo.. sa tingin ko nagagalit na sayo lahat ng taong mga nasaktan mo.. sorry, ayaw kitang saktan.. ok nang masaktan ako..

wag kang maging emosyonal.. wag kang iiyak.. isipin mo yung mga mali mo.. pagsisihan mo at ikaw na gumawa ng paraan kung paano malalagpasan un...

sa ngayon ayaw ko munang makealam.. hayaan ko nalang na ikaw ang pumansin kasi hanggang ngayon.. di pa rin naaalis ung sakit... tapos kaibigan ko pa ung gagawa nun.. tsktsktsk..

tandaan mo toh.. parang na din kitang kapatid.. kaibigan pa rin kita at hindi magbabago yun.."




drama noh? oh well..
smile nalang.. =)

2 terrifying weeks..

I am now in a situation where I can decide on things, that are good and are not.. it is self decision.. a self-sacrifice also.. I had a teribble sickness last week.. Tuesday, i had clogged nose.. Wednesday, I had a cough together with a flu.. Thursday and Friday continued my ill suffering sickness it was also the time my voice went bezerk (namamalat yung boses ko)..

Terrible right?

I had an opporunity to rest and be absent for one day.. But my parents refuses me to rest coz their only reason that they will say is, "Wala naman akong gagawin sa bahay at magpapahinga kaya dapat magtrabaho din ako." It's kinda disappointing at first coz hello super grabe na din ng sakit ko and i can't even work properly..

But i come to a point where my parents were right.. Working is working.. Even if there are ups and downs.. Strong or weak.. the work must go on.. And I did it.. Thanks to my officemates for caring during that week of self-sacrifice..

This week is not that harsh anymore.. I still have my flu and cough.. Pero paunti unti na akong gagaling.. I don't want to point person dahil nahawa ako but it's part of my challenge in life.. I'm a grown-up and I don't want to let myself be a quitter forever..

That's it!! Pray for me!!
I need some strength to boost me from this stressful work..

=)